Feelin pretty bad …
… about going away. Might be going to Ireland for one semester next year. Conflicting emotions. Hankering to go, it’ll be a helluva experience and my shot at independence. However .. it would mean leaving my mom alone for six whole months. I’ve always been around, I’ve always been by her side. I’ve never left her for more than 5 days and never more than what, 5 times? She’s so used to me around. If I get accepted, then .. what will happen? Am I being selfish for wanting to leave? It’s all eventual, I know, but … it’s gonna be difficult for her. I’m fly and stuff. I’m cold, I’m fine. She pretends to be hard but god I would hate to see her crumble inside. When my sister left (YES, YOU, JO) she was rather blasted but I was there, still one left. Now there won’t be any daughters around anymore. She’s gonna have to face me leaving, but I’m just so afraid for her when that happens.
March 27th, 2006 at 2:31 pm
Ahem…as said….Julia lack the smarts. Whilst she’s in Ireland(GOD KNOWS WHY SHE WANTS TO GO THERE), my mother is coming to stay with mua.Don’t worry she won’t be sad anymore. She’ll be having the REAL thing. Not some second rate replacement.
Happy homesickness.
March 27th, 2006 at 2:39 pm
And yeah you SHOULD feel bad.
March 28th, 2006 at 3:58 am
Ahem….Julia cannot sleep alone at night as she’s afraid of ghosts.
If she is taking a shower someone has to wait outside.
Which is why she can’t leave my mum. How Julia mistook it for the other way around. I don’t know.
April 3rd, 2006 at 8:51 pm
*Sprays Jo-repellant everywhere* shoo, fly!
April 4th, 2006 at 2:32 pm
You also need ghost repellent. plenty of ghosts in ireland.
April 27th, 2006 at 9:40 am
U’re such a bitch… =P